Author: Sharon Leitheiser

I am a Stroke Survivor. In August of 1996, I had a hemorrhagic stroke – a “bleeder” – when I was 49. In my case, they did not know what hadcaused it. My husband and I were in the car – he was driving, thank-goodness – and a blood vessel deep within my brain ruptured. I have no memory past that occurance. I don’t recall going to the hospital, surgery, and very little of the hospital. My speech area was damaged. I have aphasia. I lost my career as an elementary teacher. I had what they call a near-death experience, which is another strory in itself.

My recovery will be a forever journey, but I am doing it, because I am a SURVIVOR! Five years ago, I scribbled when trying to write. It was difficult to understand what was being said. I have anomia. Think about how had to recall. I have what you might call a “tip-of-the-tongue” effect. I go to say a word and will not be able to get it out. I’ve taught myself how to associate words within words to get the whole word out. For example, I think of “apple” when trying to say the word “ap” – titude. My brain is always on stage in my brain. I write down words over and over again. I have tons of various types of dictionary books around me.

Here are some of the things I have done in order to improve my communication skills: I took 2 children’s writing classes through correspondence and am now in the process of marketing my stories; I joined Toastmasters (a public speaking club) to improve my expressive language and am now a CTM Toastmaster; my husband and I belong to a stroke group in Seattle; and this last year I did a fundraising event for the first American Stroke Association here in Seattle and went to Jamaica for a marathon. I attempted to walk the full marathon, but only finished 16 miles due to the heat. Now I am just finishing the training for the TTES marathon in Vancouver, Canada. I just did my 20 miles. I am one of the Stroke Heros. I have spoken at some of their fun rallies.

I have walked through that deep valley of severe depression – - plus going through menopause at the same time! I am taking medication for some things and have learned to read and write through through the rest. I have saved my writings and poems, because some day I will write my story. I, also, belong to a Writing Group.

I have learned to love the new me. I am stronger than before. I’ve been blessed. I have learned so much from this experience. I try to help others. I try to be thankful for everything that I have. For there is a “Highter Power” who never leaves us. We just need to believe.

Have a great day!

Sharon